I felt useless sometime....

Yo it's your writer Ryo here!
Why am I even here today...
People always say that when your post got higher the more stress you'll get.
No worries I'm not the one getting these stresses.
My friend who introduce me to OPPO is the one getting these stresses...
I guess night is the time when we can have heart to heart talk most of the time..
Because I'm this type of people and I guess the same goes for others.
Every big company will have politic problem, what's worst now the company I'm in is in war..
War of wining the power, the right of controlling the trainer team.
This is one of the reason my friend is in stress... Teammate that are still not stable, too much bad rumors about my friend..
I'm kinda felt useless myself cause what I can only do is to listen to him...
I can't really help him much even I want to...
What I can do in other hand is to pray for him, I really hope my prayer could at least help him even though is not much...

I'm not whining or complaining really, I'm just felt useless now...
I guess this is life right? Social life, competitive life, reality life...
Since Saturday my heart start to felt very tired and I'm trying to find a way to overcome it...
But then the first Monday without her I really don't like this...
I'm not as sad and down as yesterday but still I need time to get up from this...

I don't know what should I write anymore nor what am I even writing so I guess I stop here for today...


Stay tune...


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～

What am I even doing, It's time to move on again I guess

Yo once again is Ryo here!
Hmm....
I really didn't expect someone will read my blog like seriously didn't expect it..
But I guess because he reads it so I can finally meet up with him and have a heart to heart talk..

Anyway... My heart is really tired now... Like I said she have the person she like and they're together now! WOW!! YEAH!!! sigh.... I just found out that when my heart is tired I treat people around me really nice.. Maybe just a way to make myself feel better...

What worse today got asked by my SR (Sale Representative) how many girl I'd been dating through out my life...  Right after I get rejected yesterday.. WOOOWWW!!! BURN!!!! Then suddenly the other SR said " I think you're suitable to go for gay, and you're more to *uke" *Since she's a fujoushi, uke means the boy who get fucked by other boy* WOWWWWWW!!! BUUURRRNNNN!!!! Then suddenly she want to compare me with other five colleagues who's the most handsome. I know I;m not good looking, I got rated at fifth place, and she said because I'm good to them so I got fifth, if I'm bad to them I will be the last place... WWWWWWOOOOOOOWWWWWW!!!!!! BBBBBUUUURRRRNNNN!!!! Three arrow pierce through my heart this evening... Wow man... Really... I don't know what am I going through now... I can only say my heart is very very tired now...

Of course I know I'll get tell "don't be so sad and go find another girl" for those who will read my blog... Just that... It's the third girl now and I still couldn't date her.... People might say my time hasn't come yet, she's not meant for you or such... Yeah yeah I get it but still a scar is a scar... It's not that easy to get rid of it.... I couldn't really shed my tear previously at the second girl but this third girl actually make me shed my tear... What's worst I only know her for 3 months and actually start to notice her and chat with her everyday a week before she left OPPO which is after 2 and the half months... I couldn't really understand how do I even fall for her this deep for only 1 week plus? I mean I start to chat with her everyday since 1 weeks ago I think and I fall for her... Confess after a week and got rejected and actually cry for it!? Wow really? Is it because my desire to date a girl is this strong or I just want to date anyone? I don't know really I don't know.... What am I even doing?

In the end just now we're having a conversation a moment ago I tell her shit such as " go live a happy life with that guy, I'll wait for you, I really want to give you happiness with my own hand " And again really? I tell a girl which is dating a guy she likes these shit? Really what am I even thinking!? I know I said this because I really don't want her to get hurt from the bottom of my heart. She suffered a lot from her past, and that guy she's dating now from what I heard from she herself that he fall for her when he's still dating with another girl.. It might be very harsh to say but it does seems like she's the third person who break them... But this is also because of her past, she will just accept the person as long as the person love her and accept her no matter how bad the person is? Really what am I even saying?

In the end I just told her to delete our conversation because this conversation will definitely make that guy angry... Now I can only wish her to get her own happiness even though I couldn't give her one... And really from the bottom of my heart I truly wish that you won't have to suffer anymore... I'll find a way to get out of this shit... I know I can't always be like this... So no worries for those who will read my blog, don't worry about me... I can get up this time! I must get up this time! Be myself and wish the first girl (Karen), the second girl (Irene), and her (Suki) to live happily this time and this is their happiness! Once again I say it here :


I love you, Suki! I really do....


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～

I got rejected... again....

Hey it's Ryo here,
I've been writing for three days including today huh?
It's a really rare sight I suppose.
As my title says... Yup... I got rejected again... Third time I suppose... I said it in the last two post I know I'll get rejected but I just never expect to happen THIS fast...

We chat and suddenly I just.. confess... for some reason... Then we started to chat in Japanese then she says a lot of bad stuff about herself and stuff.. I won't say it out what's the bad stuff cause is her privacy. But of course no matter how bad she is I'll accept everything bout her.. But still the main reason is as I said there's other guy reside in her heart... She doesn't want me to waste my time on her...

Those who knows me know that once I fall for other no matter how hard I got reject I will still wait... The same thing happen previously... It happened twice and I still couldn't learn this lesson... I guess the same thing will happen as well this time... Who knows what will happen after given some time... I might forget this feeling, or I get to wait for her... Sigh... Really what am I even doing now.....

It might be some punishment for hurting my first love very very very very bad.... I used about 2 years to really completely forget about her... Even though sometime I will still dream bout her, the past, when we're still studying... I mean we never even been together but our relationship is above friend but couldn't be a couple... Even did stuff which only a couple would do... Those sweet yet bitter memory... What am I even saying now? Somehow it turned into a sad flashback....

I actually used more than a year to chase her last time, got rejected again and again and again and again but I just couldn't give up that time. Even though I always get reject but our action and relationship is really above friends. All the people around us always mistake us as a couple, and she always says NO! That... really hurt.... The only way for me to give up is after she get herself a boyfriend which is now her husband... Another few months to completely forget about her.. I mean of course there stuff happened within this period which I actually posted about it in this blog...

One of my mistake that time I used another girl to make myself to forget bout her... How? I tried to chase after this second love of mine while I still chasing the first love.. In the end I got my punishment so hard that this second love of mine found herself her boyfriend... All these punishment and karma I guess... This might be my reason why I couldn't find myself a person to love till now.. Always get rejected and always the girl I fall for there's others already reside in their heart...

I really don't know what am I even doing now... I'm afraid to fall for someone because it'll always end up this way... Which is why for the past 5 years I've been living a single life... I'm not like the other guys who carve for a girl... Their body.... I just.... want to love someone with all my might and hope that the one I'm in love accept my love....

Really what am I even saying? What am I even doing.... All these bullshit I post now.... I hope the next time when I read this post in the future, I can find myself my other half and laugh like shit and say " Wow! What am I even doing last time? HAHAHA!! " I really hope that day could come...

Well... I should stop whining and hope tomorrow will be a better day... I guess I can say it right here  since no one will even want to read my blog... Well yeah since I don't let other read it except for her... Though I don't think she'll read it as well....



I love you , Suki.... I really do... If there's a chance for us to be together I would really cherish you and love you with all my heart... IF... There's a chance....



それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～

A diary for 4th August ( even though I just want to type )

Yo is Ryo here posting about my day.
Nothing much to post actually but I somehow kinda addicted of typing words..
Well anyway.

Had a sudden visit from the HQ again today, which really gave my team some big tension.
Attended a new SR training hosted by my supervisor AKA my friend who invited me into this OPPO company. Well people know each big company will always have politic stuff happen, people try to monopolize or trying to get even more power to rule other and stuff. Really this all happen in this company not joking. But I guess just doing stuff that I suppose to do won't give me any harm.

One thing really good about this position is I really have a lot of free time when is not peak time for us trainer. Why you ask? Because after the training we eat almost the whole day till we finish our work. But of course when is really busy I have to face my laptop for almost 8-9 hours for doing report and stuff.

I guess she hasn't read my blog yet cause I send her my blog address but she didn't ask or say anything bout it. Oh well. I kinda act too fast by suddenly asking her out for a date, who will thought she get shocked and her answer was " I'll see about it". Is this a rejection? Her kind way of rejecting. Haven't been in love for quite some time so I kinda dense in these kinda stuff nowadays. Well I eventually plan to confess no matter what's the outcome I mean hey! Getting reject AGAIN is one of people youth experience right? Even though this is my third rejection if she really does reject me. Of course I still hope I have a chance in this relationship.

Well is very short this time because is only a diary for today and my main purpose is still typing words from my laptop. Is this my new fetish? Wow a new discovering for myself!

Is time to stop and indulge myself with games! The next update might be next week cause I don't think I have much to write about weekend since I still have to work on the weekend.

Stay tuned and see you guys soon, ciao!


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～

After Years of skipping shit

I really never even expect that I'll come back to write shit again.
Why you ask? Well maybe is because I read someone's life story I guess...
And man oh man after reading my past post I felt stupid to be honest, and I know after some time when I read this post I feel the same as now too..

But whatever man...
It's really been five years since I stop blogging, or just to write a life story of mine.
Just a lot of shit happened in this past five year, can't say my life is as bad as the person blog that I read just now, but.... maybe almost the same? I mean my own dad have affair outside, have a bunch of debt need to clear, even after he clear most of his big debt he still going for gambling. I guess luckily he didn't borrow from loan shark huh. Even though he keep on borrow from me or my sis... Mum also have "best friend" of her own, even though she call the "best friend" darling? Oh well, life is harsh. Even though mine is not a very complete family but I know there are even worst outside, so I really felt blessed.

I don't think I have a lot of shit to write to cover up these past five years I mean, is just some daily plain life. What else had change bout me? Being a even addicted otaku. Hey! I own TWO dakis now! Isn't that enough to call me an otaku!? And two glass cabinet fulls of figures, no more collecting Gundam because it's too troublesome to build it, or lazy to be precise. I guess time really can change a people huh. Change my job after six years working in the same company. Is bored in that company, I have nothing else to learn anymore there. Thanks to my friend he pull me out from the comfort zone of mine and I'm here learning new stuff such as how to manage others and how to create fake data... But I know I won't stay here long because it really doesn't suit me, I mean how this job makes me skip my church for three months.

Speaking of going to church, I become a more faithful servant than the past me, because of one time when my pastor prayed for me, I know the Lord Jesus is a living God, he knew what's inside me, what's my need. That's why from that moment on I will try to go to church every Sunday, unless there are special event such as anime festival. (I'm sorry Jesus...)

Anime festival... Time really change me a lot, from last time how I always exciting to go for those event to not that expecting to go unless there're artist I wanted to see. I mean, is always the same there. I myself not a talkative guy so I can't really make friends there, unlike one of my friend Sam. He can make friends anywhere, even girlfriend now he has. I'm really happy for him, really! Just that... whenever we meet up nowadays whatever he said is "she, she, she..." to be honest it an become quite annoying if you keep on listen to the same thing... I'm sorry Sam for avoiding you nowadays, but I will find you again one day.

And making a new friend, Liang Yi which we are very close I guess, I mean we even bought ticket to Japan for this December! Yay! Japan! Comiket! Akiba! Everything is bout anime and of course my dream country to go! I really admire him, he has a lot of work and life experience even though he's only two years older than me. And he always gives me advice whenever I'm lost sometime. And a friend from Japan which is studying here in Malaysia now, Takaishi Ryutarou. Is all thanks to Sam I know these guys, so I'm kinda felt bad to for boycotting you nowadays. But i will find a solution for this, cause this can't last forever right....

Love story? 25 years of living couldn't even get a girlfriend my gosh. I don't know should I laugh or cry bout this. Sometime I still dream bout her, I'm sure I'd let her go, she even got married and gave birth twice, or thrice from what I heard from others. That's why I just don't understand why I still dream of her sometime. Then fell for Irene again but well.... got rejected again because he heart still have Julian which is her ex boyfriend, even make her mad when she's not a person who will get mad easily. Now fall for my colleague which have just left this company three days ago. I write this blog again is because I read her blog. But somehow her heart fills with another guy, which mean even I confess she will reject me as well I'm sure. Sigh.... how come my love life is always this miserable... Every time I fall for a girl which their heart fills with another guy. I know they are not meant for me, my time has not come yet, but really... when can I get a girlfriend for myself?  But I think I will still confess to her one day, I'm ready to get hurt again but hey, at least I confess right? This is youth, is a life we must go through when we're still young! Heartbroken moment. Just that I don't know how much heartbroken moment I still have to experience....

Ahhhhh!!!! What am I even writing or thinking!!?? This post will eventually read by her I think because since she shared her blog to mine, as a fair and equal treatment I should share mine to her too right? Single life is good but sometime when you're single for too long you somehow will want to taste the life of being with the one you love. But still getting a girlfriend is not easy since my family will be facing problem from time to time. I don't know man I can only say I'l try to get that girl heart this time. If I fail I can only say she's not meant for me either...

Whoops, I write too much this time. Since is a post that cover for five years what do you expect? Friends got married and have their own family. Some friend got totally lost contact. Some friend which we used to always hang out together to seldom meet up. This is all life I must say, life that make us grow. And when we look back, is all memories we don't even care if is once sweet or bitter.

Time to stop writing shit I guess. I don't know when will be the next time I post shit again but whatever right. No one will see all this shit except myself and the current girl I like (If she wants to read it of course)

Good night! Ciao!


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～

Mahou Shoujo Magica Madoka Doujin Story~~

I’m home

“I wish to erase all witches from existence before they born. Every witch in the universe, from the past and the future, with my own hands.”  Her wish that’d been granted and the new world had been created. And in result, her existence had been erased. No one remember her in this whole new world.

Though she successfully erase every witch but there are still “demon” who bring despair to human. I’ve been living to fight these “demon” to protect this world, this world that she wanted to protect.

But as time pass by, I felt lonely. Although Mami and Kyoko will assist me from time to time. But that’s not what I need, what I need is not someone to fight along with me, but what I need is her.

A girl who sacrifice herself to protect all the other Mahou                     

Shoujo.

A girl who’s kind to everyone no matter who or what they are.

A girl name Kaname Madoka.

Madoka, you promise that we’ll meet again right? But when is it gonna happen? Madoka…

         

It’s been a year since she has disappeared, I am starting to get tired of this life. Life is hard without you. I really wish that you could call my name right now, and show me the gentle smile of yours. I really miss you.

          “Akemi Homura.” Suddenly someone called my name.

          A small figure is standing in front of me. Somehow that figure seems familiar.  Again that figure spoke to me.

          “Akemi Homura, do you really wanted to meet Kaname Madoka?”

          I try to approach that figure. When I’m about to reach that figure, it run off. But wait, that figure…  I know him! I know that figure! It’s Kyubey!! Although it’s quite dark but I’m sure that’s Kyubey. But somehow it looks different. Because the Kyubey I know it’s white, but this one is black.

          I use my Time Stop Magic to stop him from running away.

*Ka ching*

My surrounding has stop, but wait, how come he still running? My magic…. It’s useless against him? It’s the first time ever that my Time Stop magic won’t work against other… This Kyubey it’s not the Kyubey I know. I can assure that.

          I continue to chase him through the city, the hospital, the school, and finally the place… Where Madoka sacrifice herself… This place… I try to avoid it because this place will always remind me of how she sacrifice herself…

          Finally he stopped running. And he started to speak to me.

          “Akemi Homura, the time magic user, finally I found you.”

          “You’re not Kyubey aren’t you?” I asked him.

          “Kyubey? Oh, that Kyubey. Though I look like him but I’m not. You can say that I’m same as him because we’re Incubator but we’re not living in the same place. It’s like you earthling, we have our own country. He’s at the north, I’m at the south. If is in your language.”

          Another Incubator. Why there’s another Incubator come here. But hold on… Madoka… Did he just say Madoka just now we met? On the moment I realize this I quickly ask him.

          “Madoka… Kaname Madoka… You just said her name right? How come you can remember her? I mean, everyone in this universe, even Kyubey has forgotten her. But why can you still  remember her… What are you actually…?”

          “I’m just another Incubator like I said just now. But why can I still remember Madoka it’s not the question right now. My purpose here is to cooperate with you Akemi Homura. Of course, if you’re willing to cooperate with me I’ll grant you your wish. Your impossible wish to that even miracle can’t make it come true. You know it clearly right?”

          What? He just said he can grant my wish? To bring back Madoka to this world? That very moment that I’ve been waiting can finally come true? Without thinking too much I ask him…

          “Is it true that you can bring her back to this world, this universe?”

          “We incubator doesn’t know how to lie to people, we only speak out the truth. Just like Kyubey, he didn’t lie to you even once right?”

          It’s true that Kyubey didn’t lie to us even once, it’s just that we didn’t ask him about the details so he skip the whole Mahou Shoujo contract explanation to us when we first became Mahou Shoujo.

Without second thought I decided to take this chance to bring Madoka back. And so I’ve decided to trust him. I ask him again.

          “Okay then, what you want me to do for you?”     

“Good question Akemi Homura. Well you see, “Demon” starting to decrease now a day thanks to you Mahou Shoujo. But if “Demon” is starting to decrease, which means Grief Cube is no exception. Those Grief Cube you provide us is not enough to produce energy for our planet right now. But we discover a new energy resource. Which is those Soul Gem you Mahou Shoujo own. So if you’re willing to help us to collect it, I’ll bring back Kaname Madoka to this world. Of course, I won’t take yours since you help us.”

          I’ve been stunned by his words the moment he said collecting Soul Gem. Collecting Soul Gem from other Mahou Shoujo is same as killing them. Soul Gem is our soul. If I help him which means I have to kill other Mahou Shoujo. And that means I have to destroy Madoka’s wish. Even I bring back Madoka I’m sure she won’t be happy for it.

“I’m sorry. I can’t help you with this.” I replied.

“I see. Too bad then. You should know that I’m the only one who can bring Madoka back to this world right? But since you reject my offer I’ll find other Mahou Shoujo. Don’t blame me if you get kill in the future. I’ll see you again in the future if you’re still alive Akemi Homura. Good bye.”

By the time he has finish his word I take out my gun and point at him and said.

“You think I’m going to let you off with this? You think I’m going to let you kill other Mahou Shoujo? I’ll protect Madoka’s final wish no matter what. Even the world turn against me I’ll face them. I won’t rely on other anymore.”

*Bang*

The moment I finish my line I shoot him. Without letting him to run away from me.

“I won’t rely on other anymore…” How long I never say this phrase? Hahaha. But then I started to realize that maybe he’s really the only hope to bring back Madoka…

Oh what am I thinking right now? I guess I’ve fail to protect Madoka’s wish the moment I think this way…

Suddenly the sky is getting dark. Winds starting to blow and rain’s pouring down heavily. Somehow my eye is getting wet too. But how come? It’s not from the rain, it’s inside my eyes. I can feel that something is coming out from my eyes. I touch my eyes and I realize it’s my tear. I’m crying? Wow… How long I’ve been holding actually? Since the day you gone I only cried once. And when you said we’ll meet again in the future I really put up my hope to live. I always tell myself that I must live till the day we meet again. But Madoka… One year has passed. How long you want me to wait? I can’t live like this forever right? I can’t hold on anymore…

“Uwaahhhh!! Finally I cry out. I let go all my sadness within me. It’s really hard to keep your sadness inside you for so long.

          “MADOKA!!!!!” I shout out with all my might. It’s like my voice will break out anytime.

          Suddenly I felt so pain in my heart. What? I look at my Soul Gem. It’s getting darker? But that’s impossible… Madoka’s wish had erased the existence of every witch. We Mahou Shoujo can’t turn into witch anymore no matter how despair we are. But why? Why my Soul Gem is getting darker?

Madoka… I think I can’t keep our promise anymore…I’m turning into witch I guess… Haha… How miserable I am right now… If you’re around here right now… I hope that you can kill me straight away, with your own hand… Before I turn into witch and destroy your wish…

Madoka… I hope that we could become friends again in the afterlife…

          My vision is starting to get blur. I guess I have to end up this way… Turning into witch? Haha… I’m sorry Madoka…

          …………

          “Don’t give up! Homura chan!”

          Suddenly I heard some voice.

 I give everything I got and I open my eyes. Everything beside me has turn into white. My pain. It’s gone. But how? I look at my Soul Gem, it’s starting purify itself. And suddenly I feel so comfortable right now. It’s like some angel is standing beside me.

And again, the voices speak to me.

 “We finally meet Homura chan.”

This voice… It’s sound so familiar… This voice… There’s no doubt! It’s her voice! It’s Madoka’s voice!

“Madoka! Madoka is it you!? I’m… I’m not dreaming am I?”

The moment I finish my word I feel like someone is hugging me from behind.

          “Homura chan, it’s been awhile.”

          I turn to my back. The moment I sees who’s behind me, my tear has fall down again. But this time it’s not the tear of sadness. It’s the tear of joy. Because what’s in front of me it’s a girl who I’ve been longing to meet. It’s Madoka. It’s really Madoka.

          “Madoka? Is this really you, Madoka? I’m not dreaming am I?” I asked this question again.

          “Homura chan, I’m really Madoka. You’re not dreaming Homura chan. Sorry for taking it so long Homura chan.” She keeps on repeating my name while she replied. And I can that she’s crying too, but it’s the same as me, tears that full of joy.

          “It’s over right? You won’t disappear anymore right?” I keep on asking because I really afraid of losing her again…

          “Yes Homura chan… Yes… From now on I’ll stay by your side forever… I won’t disappear anymore… You won’t have to be alone anymore… And you don’t have to rely on no one anymore…”

          But how? I just killed the black Kyubey. The only one who could bring her back.

          “You know what? It’s all thanks to Kyubey. But somehow that Kyubey seems different. I mean the Kyubey we know is white but his body is black.” She says.

“He suddenly appeared in front of me and says that you have overcome the trial. This world has finally got its peace and there’s no more necessary for us Mahou Shoujo to fight anymore. He’ll erase every “Demon” and restore my existence to this world.” She continued.

          I see. So that black Kyubey still granted my wish I guess. But what is he? Why is he helping us? What is his purpose? I keep on questioning myself.

          Suddenly Madoka hug me from behind and ask why am I spacing out?

          Yeah, what for questioning myself so much? What’s important right now is Madoka has finally come back. It’s more than enough.

          “Nothing.” I replied. Then I turn around to kiss her cheek.

“Nyihihi.” She laughed.

          “It’s embarrassing Homura chan.” She says it with her cheeks all red.

“But thank you.” She says it with a gentle smile on her face. Then she kissed my cheek too, as gently as she could.

I feel so embarrass when she kiss me. But I give her a smile when she kissed me.

I hold her hand after she kiss me and I started to walk.

“Where are we going?” She asked.

“Hmm… Maybe Mami or Sakura’s place. Or who knows maybe black Kyubey has bring Sayaka back to life the moment he bring you back here.” I replied.

“But… As long you’re with me, it doesn’t matter where’re we heading to right?” I continued.

          “En.” A huge smile comes from her when she heard that.

          “Oh, and Madoka.”

          “What is it Homura chan?”

          I turn to her and say it with a gentle smile.

“Welcome back. Madoka. My beloved best friend”

And again her tear falls the moment I say that.

 “En. I’m home. Homura chan. My beloved best friend”

Haven't update for almost a month......

Yo human~
It's been almost a month I haven't update anything~
Why you ask?
I'M LAZY!! Get it?
Sigh.... Whatever~
Been searching some non anime related J-POP lately~
And I'm totally in love with ClariS and Supercell~
Though ClariS have only one album while Supercell have two~
If you guys love J song, should try listen to these two~
I know there're many awesome J-single out there but not my type for now~
Hmm... Let see~
A little short update of what I did last weekend~

Saturday -
Since two of the member are having their final this week so not loofting at LA~
Just having some drink at Rawang~

Sunday -
Went to PC fair with oldies~
At first I thought it was cancel cause they didn't called me for the whole morning~
Until 3 something one of them called me and asked you done prepared?
Wow~~
We went there like almost 4 and as you people know~
KL is a city which always flood with vehicle~
And it's 4 something..... So jam for an hour plus and we reached KLCC~~
Having dinner at Chili's~
A quite expensive dinner but it's worth it~
If you can't eat much I guess you can't finish up your food...
So better empty up your stomach before dinning at that place~~
Lastly went to Puchong to fetch one of their gal to stay over at his place~
Hmph!!! Couple..... Wonder when can I get myself a gal huh~ xD

Oh and last Monday -
Went to an awesome restaurant at Manjarala~
It's a cafe actually~ D' Fortune's the place~
Selling western food and pasta~
A totally recommended place for those who love western food~
They selling it at normal price but it's quite big I tell you~
Another place where you must totally empty up your stomach if you're planning to dine there~
I only went there once so I can't recommend any nice food there~
But their pasta, Carbonara pasta it's different compare to others~
You people should try that~
Complain to me if you guys find out that it's actually taste like shit~

End of updates~~
I know I've been getting lazy and lazier~
But what to do?
Laziness is one of humans natural~
One of the seven deadly sins~
So I should get rid of it as soon as possible.... >_<

I've been thinking too much lately~
Mostly were nonsense but I must say God is really fair when HE create us, "human"~
Why I said this?
Cause a person who has much knowledge he's lack of common sense~
On the other hand, if a person who's lack of knowledge he's full of common sense~
I know many people out there who can study well but always act high and mighty but lack of common sense~
Yes I know that you study much while I don't, but trust me, your knowledge can't be use at these cruel society~
You'll fall one day and bow down to me and seek help from me!
So those who can study~
Don't go act as you know everything cause I tell you, you'll make yourself miserable~
Enough of bullshit~

Oh and lately, been planning to write a light novel or I should say short story of Madoka~
I wanna give them a happy ending where no one's die or blah blah blah~
So if I'm really writing it will post it here~
Madoka fans out there please don't hate me if I screw it~ >_<
Me myself is Madoka fan too but not as hardcore as other~
I'm okay with the ending of da original anime tv series but I just want a really happy ending for Madoka and the others~
So I'll give my all to write this short story~ :)
Try to expect but not too much~


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～