Hey guys is Ryo here back after absent for 2 weeks.
I'd been really busy for the past two weeks because of my work.
Everyday leave office at 10 PM which mean I stayed for more than 12 hour in the office for the past two weeks.
Why? Because a new hot model for OPPO will be release soon and we need to train the SR for them to get prepare.
Even though I'm not the one who gave training but it's still very tiring. Though I'm more pity those who stand in front and give speech because this time only 3 trainers are allow to give training to SR. A lot of us don't understand why but it's the order from above so yeah, can't really do anything. This time our role for those who can't train is just to support.
And since it's hot model is launching and other than those usual Google Form test, we also have to memorize some sales speech given by the above. Everyone HAVE to memorize which is super suck. Of course I'd already memorize, but what really suck is that I have to listen to the same thing over and over again everyday since this Monday. Because only we trainer are only allow to give them marking. Really my mind till now is full of those speech and I have to repeat these cycle for another months...
And what sucks today is after I came back to Rawang about 11 PM just now taking back 3 SR. 1 came by motorcycle and parked at Rawang Walk so I only need to drop him there. Other 2 from Bukit Beruntung sent by their family this morning need me to send them back to Bukit Beruntung...
Damn I'm soooo bored after I know that I need to take them back... Life sucks...
These past two weeks for my off day as usual nothing really special as well. I can't really remember what I did last Wednesday... Oh ya! Sent my mum to send her goods to her friends and spent my evening at Tesco Rawang with SR and the same goes for this week went to find Liang Yi for lunch then also spent my evening at Tesco Rawang with SR buying them dinner.
Why am I so good? I don't really know. Since two weeks ago I actually went to drinks with them after they finish their work which is after 10 PM, I spent quite a lot of time with them lately.
One of the reason is well, trying to hit on a SR AGAIN who work there and of course as usual my chance of success is below 20%. First of all AS USUAL, she has someone in her heart AGAIN THIS PATTERN and this time she's only 17. WOW! Even though the chance for them to be together is not high this time but nevertheless I'm still at disadvantage.
Yeah I know I'm not that good looking while she like good looking guy. But still I enjoy my time spending with them even without her. I can say they are those SR with I'm in really good term with.
Of course I hope one day if I really confess to her and got rejected, we can still stay as good as now.
But I tell myself now! I have to at least slim myself down cause I know I'm fat goddammit!
I'll try to give myself some time this time, not to rush shit.
Absent for two weeks and that's all I wanted to write. And even though no one is reading anyway...
Kinda sad and lonely when I say it myself....
Anyway I'm off for now, hope I could come back some good news for myself but I can most likely predict that the next time I come back I'll be very down and emo while I write some new post.. Sigh...
Stay tune!!
それじゃ～～
また後ぜ～～
世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～
Saturday 21 October 2017
Thursday 5 October 2017
I'm not being myself lately....
Hey it's Ryo back for some more stuff to write.
Freaking took sick leave for today cause freaking sprain my neck again.
Hmm... Really what is the cause for this pain of mine I have no idea at all, I don't think is because of my sleep posture is wrong... Welp.. Can't really do anything about this for now.
Lately I've been trying to tackle some girl at my work place, which is "cough cough", a SR. A taboo that I mustn't touch I know, but hmm... I don't know that I actually have feeling for this girl or not. First thing is that she's just 18 this year, while I'm 25. "WOW!!" is what you guys have in your mind right? Yeah cause I'm the same to be honest. But yeah, she finally ignore me today so yeah I guess... It's kinda hurt to be ignored but I guess she figured out that I'm trying to hit on her so she avoid me this phone, I hope it won't be awkward when I see her next time cause no matter how is it, she's my SR. I have to face her even though she's avoiding me., hope things won't get too awkward...
As for my daily life, went for a movie that I actually expected when I first saw it's trailer. 'The Foreigner' by Jackie Chan. I was really expecting a lot from this movie, buuutttt it turned out not that good in the end. I fell asleep twice throughout the whole movie. It's not that bad but just not what I expected at first.
Went to find my grandparents for lunch on my off day, it's mid-autumn festival, and it's past month when I met them. No one knows how long can we see them so really, appreciate it while we still could for now. After that went to mum's friend's house for BBQ session at night, I had a really fun time there, looking at those adult making fun of each other even though they all already had children. Sometime I really think that will I have such chance in another 10-20 years from now? Can still mess with my friend I have now even though everyone have their own family. I'm being to sentimental again.
Really lately I'm just not being myself, keep on taking picture then post to social media, what am I even doing? I'm not that kind of person am I? I used to keep thing to myself, being an anonymous is me right? Why bother posting about shit to social media and trying to attract attention? What am I now an attention seeker? Too many question mark in my head now... What am I even doing.... Sigh, I should refrain myself for being such idiot. I always say that these kinda people are stupid, I can post stuff from time to time but hey get myself a head. BE MYSELF!! Don't go around doing things that not like me anymore!! Yeah I believe that is what I should be doing!!
Alright enough ranting. I should stop here. I should really totally grow up.
I hope that next time I'm back here I know what am I doing. Well then...
Stay tune!!
それじゃ～～
また後ぜ～～
世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～
Freaking took sick leave for today cause freaking sprain my neck again.
Hmm... Really what is the cause for this pain of mine I have no idea at all, I don't think is because of my sleep posture is wrong... Welp.. Can't really do anything about this for now.
Lately I've been trying to tackle some girl at my work place, which is "cough cough", a SR. A taboo that I mustn't touch I know, but hmm... I don't know that I actually have feeling for this girl or not. First thing is that she's just 18 this year, while I'm 25. "WOW!!" is what you guys have in your mind right? Yeah cause I'm the same to be honest. But yeah, she finally ignore me today so yeah I guess... It's kinda hurt to be ignored but I guess she figured out that I'm trying to hit on her so she avoid me this phone, I hope it won't be awkward when I see her next time cause no matter how is it, she's my SR. I have to face her even though she's avoiding me., hope things won't get too awkward...
As for my daily life, went for a movie that I actually expected when I first saw it's trailer. 'The Foreigner' by Jackie Chan. I was really expecting a lot from this movie, buuutttt it turned out not that good in the end. I fell asleep twice throughout the whole movie. It's not that bad but just not what I expected at first.
Went to find my grandparents for lunch on my off day, it's mid-autumn festival, and it's past month when I met them. No one knows how long can we see them so really, appreciate it while we still could for now. After that went to mum's friend's house for BBQ session at night, I had a really fun time there, looking at those adult making fun of each other even though they all already had children. Sometime I really think that will I have such chance in another 10-20 years from now? Can still mess with my friend I have now even though everyone have their own family. I'm being to sentimental again.
Really lately I'm just not being myself, keep on taking picture then post to social media, what am I even doing? I'm not that kind of person am I? I used to keep thing to myself, being an anonymous is me right? Why bother posting about shit to social media and trying to attract attention? What am I now an attention seeker? Too many question mark in my head now... What am I even doing.... Sigh, I should refrain myself for being such idiot. I always say that these kinda people are stupid, I can post stuff from time to time but hey get myself a head. BE MYSELF!! Don't go around doing things that not like me anymore!! Yeah I believe that is what I should be doing!!
Alright enough ranting. I should stop here. I should really totally grow up.
I hope that next time I'm back here I know what am I doing. Well then...
Stay tune!!
それじゃ～～
また後ぜ～～
世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～
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