Hey it's Ryo back in the blog!
It's been a month or 2 months since my last post.
First of all I'm very busy because a lot of things in real life need to prepare and done.
Secondly to be honest I'm just kinda lazy to post stuff....
Let's see lately if is about my love story well...
A lot of shit happened past few weeks, something happened and I kinda decided to give up.
And in the end go for the other girl, but still nothing good happened.
Cause in the end every girl I had a crush on already have someone in their mind,
even though is impossible for them but the same goes for me as well.
Kinda got into friend zone with this girl cause she said let just stay as best friend,
and since that I try to not think too much bout this.
I just try my best to treat her as a friend. it's not easy but I just try with all my might.
I know I'm just trying to comfort myself by saying this but no one knows what's gonna happen in the future so just let the time flow natural I suppose.
This year December is kinda different from the past December,
I met a lot of new people and friends, in the end there's two people birthday this month which I'm close with them,
So actually bought two gift for two of them and ordered custom cake from Sam's girlfriend.
It actually cost me a lot to be honest... Both cake and gifts.
Went for karaoke for the first girl which is the one that I had a crush on right now,
It's her 21st birthday so I try to make it very special for her.
Since she like nugget a lot and I mean A LOT, I tried to make a custom cake of actual nugget for her.
From what I saw she like it a lot for both the nugget cake, anime character custom cake with Trafalgar from One Piece since she love this character and a Trafalgar figure for her gift.
For the second girl which I had a crush on previously,
I only know she love cute stuff so a Totoro custom cake and a plushie for her gift. But we went to a buffet style Shabu Shabu so yeah it still quite costly in the end.
I guess this is my first time paying out this much for my entire life.
Then there's Christmas celebration for the office, need to buy a gift which cost more than RM50 for the gift exchange event.
I got myself a plushie while I gave away Atomy's face cleanser...
A fair trade in a sense? Even though I'm not really satisfy but at least the plushie is cute.
What really change about me is that I'm starting to play piano again,
even though I can't tell how long it last this time.
But the main reason for me to start piano again is just to play a Happy Birthday song in a very romantic style for her,
and that is also the time I got friend zoned by her...
But in the end I'm still playing now cause I know I really like the sound of piano.
It always heal and cheers me up whenever I'm down.
Then lately I've been skipping anime...
By skipping I mean I'm really skipping, I don't feel like watching any anime except for some which I really want to follow.
Then I rather use the time to play piano or go for movie, of course, by movie she's around as well.
Just one thing it kinda hurt me is that she's afraid of me,
she doesn't want to sit beside me in the cinema cause... she's afraid of me?
She just said I treat her too good and this cause her to afraid of me...
Then just today a whole lot of work drop to every trainer in my team.
Need to do extra work nowadays compare to last time...
Thanks to the new trainer supervisor from HQ, everyone dislike you man, congratulation!!
All these things really took away my time for anime...
So the next season I'll really filter out those that I don't really want to watch.
So I guess that's all for now,
it's already 1.11 AM right now and I have no idea what I want to write anymore.
I'll stop here for now and until the next time I update.
Even though I really have no idea when will be the next update...
But most probably it's next year we meet cause is 9 days to 2018 and 4 days to my trip to Japan!!
YEAH!!!!
So that's all for now...
Well then, stay tune people!!
I hope that the world will be always in peace..
