Team Building Dinner and some random pile up diary

It's Ryo here back with his stories or bullshit should I say.

It's been two weeks I'm off I think, but suddenly feel like writing it so yeah that's why I'm here now writing about shit again.

Just came back from a team building dinner but with SE and SR this time, unlike always with my own trainer team.

I admit I had a fun time there, a lot of laughter and chit chat and stuff. 

After everything sent two SR back home but the journey is kinda quite, cause two of them is not that close so one of it played her phone in the back while the other beside just well, looking at outside?

Was trying to make some atmosphere but I guess I'm really suck at this, in the end the whole journey is very quite and peace. 

After I sent one home, the SR in the back only start to talk. Hmm.... I guess I really need to improve my skill of creating some nice atmosphere even though there are people who doesn't know each otehr or not too close in my car.

Other than that yesterday went to KLCC with my mum, sis and mum's friend to find my another sister who work there as a promoter of a Japanese green tea. I must say the tea is superb! of course is very expensive... But manage to meet her boss there which is a Japanese from Kyoto, had a conversation with him in Japanese but wow... It's not easy at all.... I manage to understand that he said but I couldn't really talk well to him. I mean I know he could understand what I'm saying but I know I'm talking very broken Japanese. This I really must improve, at least to a point where I can have a proper conversation with Japanese in the future. After the trip of KLCC went to a Korean Cafe at Sungai Buloh, let my mum tries their coffee there.

Last Wednesday just went to a Bak Kut Teh restaurant which my mum's friend open early in the morning, then watched American Assassin with my mum and sis. Yeah.... Nothing really speacial or worth to mention for last week.

Working life as usual nothing special happen for now, though a lot of rules pop out but really nothing worth to mention anyway. But lately been chatting with one of the SR. Trying to teach this SR English since this SR is not very good but hey, at least this SR is trying very hard to learn and I'm really happy that this SR really giving all her best to learn. But I don't know man... Somehow there's this special feeling toward this SR, but I don't really want to think too much about this first for now. I mean I manage to forget the feeling about her already, nowadays whenever she post thing with her boyfriend I actually smile and felt happy for her. I'm glad that this boyfriend of her really treat her well. And I hope that their relationship can last forever.

Right now I try not to think too much about love feeling, cause it's always those that I like they had someone i their mind already, or someone they like. It's not always my turn. Yeah I know cause this just mean that she's not my chosen one, but I really don't know, I mean for the previous girl is like thunder strike, it comes and goes really fast. Maybe it just mean that I learn from my past and I'm mature in this feeling, felt happy and truly wish for their happiness from the bottom of my heart. But this time she actually is younger than me a lot. So I don't think I'm her Mr Right, which is why I try to seal this feeling of mine AGAIN. Yeah AGAIN!! Hahaha!! Plus she seems to like another guy as well. Welp, can't really help right?

Well I guess is the end of my bullshit here. 

I don't know when will be the next time but anyway, don't expect much!

Stay tune!!


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～

Is hard to be strict toward others and an outing with SR

Sup people? Ryo is back again with some stuff to write.

It's been like half a month I guess since I stop writing.

A lot of things happen, a lot of misunderstand has been clear up, and I finally put down that feeling of mine toward her hmm...

Can't really remember any huge happening lately just that I know a lot of stuff is happening.

One of it is that is my first time being strict to my SR lately.

One of it I have no idea whether he has the heart to stay in this company or not, since I always ask him stuff he said he forgotten but after 2-3 chance I gave him told him to go back and do some revision but in the end he gave me shit!

One of it keep on forgetting about stuff. After giving him some lesson he could remember, then after some time I teach him other stuff and once he remember the stuff I teach him recently, he forgot about the stuff that I teach him last time. 

Some of them keep on taking leave or sick leave too frequent and I have no choice but start to set a lot of rules and punishment. Because among one of it actually manage to buy those sick certificate and take a fake sick leave. I heard from a lot of people around her but couldn't manage to find a solid prove to prove this is true.

I never been this strict to anyone and I guess this is my job as a guy who need to manage his underling properly I guess. Sometime to be honest is quite sad when I start to scold them. It's not like I'm saying it with loud voice but I'm actually ARE scolding them in a sense and when I did that they couldn't say anything and the face of them is obviously that they're afraid of me.

I guess this is my last resort because people always say, when they treat us good they couldn't appreciate but when we start to treat them bad they started to regret or sometime blame us. I guess this is how we manage other. There're no 100% perfect or good, in the end those who can withstand will stay and those who couldn't will leave.

As for two days ago which is my day off I actually went out with my SR. Two of the girls invited me to go out with them and I think I might be bored so I invited another boy with me. Went for some arcade session and movie session. What really caught my own surprise is that I actually watch horror movie. Those who know me knows that I WON'T watch horror. But this time is because the girls wanted to watch "IT" while the boys want to watch "Hitman Bodyguard". In the end I'm worry if I just leave the two girls alone so I have to join them with the other boy. But turn out in the end that the movie is not that scary. But this outing I tell them that they can't let others know because I'm afraid that if the others know they will start to think that I'm being unfair to the others if I didn't take them out next time. Is hard being a trainer who's trying to stay as neutral huh.

I guess this is it for this post. 

I couldn't think of anything else to write nor share.

Until next time then I guess.

Stay tune!!


それじゃ～～


また後ぜ～～


世界を平和でありますようにぜ～～