I'm sorry...

It's been a while I haven't update..
Cause many things happen again these days..
Right now..
The most worst thing had happened..
You had abandoned me..
What happen lately I don't wanna talk much bout it..
Cause is all sad thing..
Start from this very moment..
You have left me..
Remember what you said last time?
You told me to don't leave you or abandon you no matter what happen..
Though I have said many wanted to leave you..
But lastly I didn't..
Cause I really really love you..
But now what you did to me?
You abandon me..
Because of some asshole..
I don't understand why..
Remember last time how we live?
You'll always count on me no matter what happen..
I tried my best to give you the greatest life..
I had gave my everything to you..
Time.. Money.. Love..
Sometime I didn't expect you to pay me back anything..
I just want you to don't leave me..
But now..
Everything has gone..
My family all started to dislike you..
Please don't tell me such thing because they are my family of course they'll be at your side..
My big sis actually kinda dislike me too..
But she now started to dislike you..
Because of your action..
You told me that my character have problem..
But how come many of my friends who know me long than you didn't complain before?
I had asked them to tell me truth..
They said no..
Nothing..
But why you and those assholes said that I have problem with my character?
Right now I'm really sad..
Feel like crying again..
Karen..
Can you please forgive me..
Can you please don't abandon me..
Don't leave me please..
I'm so sorry..
I can't lose you in my life right now..
I really need you..
Please..
Forgive me.........