Is time to change from emo to happy~

Wow~
Today such a busy day~
Stay office the whole day and pack pack pack........

ARGHHHH!!!!!
I'm gonna gone insane if every day is the same as today!

Some embarrassing event happen today..

As usual I reach office at 8 something I went to the fatty coffee shop~
(We call fatty cause the boss there is a very fat girl)

I ordered one "lo mai gai" and iced chinese tea..

The other two worker David and Keong both only drink la~

They gave me the money of their drinks..

Then my boss suddenly came and drink too..

The two left their money to me and leave..

Then I gave their money to my boss but mine I didn't give la..

After that I went back to office and work..

When boss came back to and asked..

"Who didn't pay just now?"
DAMN!
I thought my boss would pay for me de cause every time he'll do that..

But he didn't....

IS A DAMN EMBARRASSING DAY FOR ME TODAY!!!

I had a talk with her today..

Finally I tell out my whole feeling..

Luckily she didn't hate me but still take me as friend..

Though we can't be like last time..

Very very best friend..

Right now we're only normal friend..

I'm hate this ending actually..

But..

That's my fault..

She still take me as friend is considered as a mercy from her to me..

So I'm actually very grateful of that.. :)

Thank you very much Karen~

Seriously after some case happen I don't know what's happiness anymore..

I can't feel happiness for months..

Even I laugh during those time is just a fake smile..

But right after I told you everything..

I feel like tomorrow will be a better day~ :)

And I have a feeling my that big day won't be that worst anymore..

I just need to control my emotion and my mouth~

So I'll give some hope till that day then~

Don't get jealous anymore even saw some picture of you with other idiot~
Why angry on some idiot?
Is only idiot~
So not worth it at all~ :)

Wake up Ryo John!
Is time to move forward!

Don't get control by other you!!
YEAH!!!!!!