Another of my miserable days...

My day was sooo suck!
Work work work!!!
And is very busy for me these two days...
And what you know?
Is bloody Saturday and Sunday!!!
What the fuck man!
Goddammit!!!!
Today...
Early in the morning have to work out already...
What I mean by that?
69 carton of apple has arrive and I have to take those motherfucker apple from lorry to the cold room!!!
Really tired lah...

Death..
No one can control our death and live..
Only God can control..
But we don't know when we gonna die?
No one knows what will happen to us tomorrow..
Maybe I'll die by tomorrow..
Or maybe I'll die after I post this blog..
Who knows..

Yesterday..
Uncle Patrick had passes away..
Is really so shocked and sad hearing that news..
He's a very amazing people man..
He's fun to talk with, play with, joke with...
And what I like the most is when listening to his word..
He always tell me story...
Well..
Me myself very much like to listen to others story..
Their experience or what they know...
道理..
I like to listen to 道理...
Sigh..
Yesterday night me and my family went to his house..
Go visit his wife Aunt Angie..
She's too another amazing person who tell me many 道理..
She's very sad..
We try to cheer her up..
We did..
But still..
She's very sad..
Tonight is his funeral..
Is 8pm at sungai besi there..
But too bad...
I can't go..
Cause I have no car and I have to go to Stephanie wedding dinner..
I'm sorry uncle Pat..

Speaking of Steph wedding..
She's married yesterday too and today's the dinner..
Is at slim river...
Is at his husband place..
Is QUITE boring actually..
Plus the food..
Is not that nice..
At least is eatable...
So I just said congrat lah~
Wish that you two live happily ever after~ :)

Just after I'm back from the dinner..
I went to her house to gave her something..
At first..
I didn't think that I can meet her..
Cause she's out with those of her best friend..
And I just planned to just gave to her mum..
Who knows..
I'm so that LUCKY!
She's with her "best friend"..
And I'm jealous again!
What the fucking bloody hell is happen to me again!!
I told myself not to get angry over these fucking matter!
But I broke my own promise to myself...
GODDAMMIT!!!
So I went insane AGAIN and asked her you going out with him is it..
I really felt that myself are so desperate and miserable goddammit!
Is just a girl..
A very plain and goddamn normal girl!
Why am I so over of her!?
Why and when the fucking hell I became like this!?
DAMN!!!!
I need to find the old me..
Won't gone insane just for a damn normal girl!
Who the hell you think you are for making me gone wild for you!?
GODDAMMIT!!!

Soo...
The big day for form 5 student has finally arrive..
To all those SPM candidate...
Good luck and may the best with you! :)