Your new boyfriend..

You finally have boyfriend..
This day have finally come..
Congrate..
I'm really sad..
Shedding my tears before writing this..
Cause the cruel thing had happened..
And we fought again..
Because of my rage..
I said things that can't turn back..
You were very mad just now..
And I'm mad too just now..
I just can't control my feeling..
I'm the worst one who always like this..
That's why no one will like me..
I know it very very well..
What you know..
I'm shocked just now..
You said last time you had thought of accepting me..
Why gave me this cruel truth while you already had boyfriend..
Damn!
Why..
I'm so confused right now..
I hope that you can forget what I said..
I didn't mean it..
Maybe I really mean it but it's just my rage..
If is not rage I won't said those..
Damn!
What can I do?
There's really no turning back now..
I had done a big mistake..
I had once hurt you again..
Sorry..
I know I'm a pathetic..
I'm such a jerk..
You know..
I just message your boyfriend just now..
I told him to love you more..
Protect you..
Love you till you forgot how I hurt you last time..
Really hope that he can love you more than me many many times..
I love you..
Please live a happy and blessed life..
With your new partner..
If possible..
Please be friend with me again..
I really don't wanna end it..