It's been a while~
Nothing specific these days~
My work seems very very relaxing this week cause no stock coming last week~
Hooray for that!! \(^_^)/
My life?
Same as always~
It's always so suck~
On Christmas I felt like wanna ask you whether you like ma gift or not~
At first I don't wanna ask..
Cause I afraid that you'll ignore my message as usual..
But in the end..
I asked..
Cause I really wanna know..
You did reply me~
I'm so happy when I saw your name~
You replied "thanks~ I like it~"
Sigh...
Though this answer did not replied my expectation..
But still..
At least you replied me..
I'm happy but sad in other way..
Cause...
It's like that you don't wanna hurt me so you just simply said you like it though you DON'T like it actually..
I can't figure out what is your actual answer~
But sometime..
It's better for us to NOT know the truth..
Maybe it'll hurt us...
On that day I went to Kepong Jusco AGAIN with my two pals~
Raymond (the one who stay over at my place on eve) and Sam (same kind as me in some other way)
Sam had went there first with his parent~
So Ray fetch me there~
Before that~
We went to Selayang Mall first~
To find one of ma old friend~
It's a girl~
I get the information from ma friend that I drank with him at Selayang on the eve night~
She work at one of those gift shop in the mall~
So the detail bout her is short, long hair and face with pimple~
There are two gift shop in the mall~
I went to the first shop~
An excuse from me to find something but actually wanna meet that girl~
Sadly~
She's not there~
So went to another shop~
Finally~
I saw her!
Her appearance hasn't change much ya~
I wanted to talk to her but I'm afraid..
So we went off without talking to her~
After that I went to the newly opened ChaTime to have some drink~
And because of Ray wanna get something at the girl shop~
I take this as excuse to go there again~
After he bought his things~
I finally get the courage to ask her~
The conversation goes like this~
"Are you Pxx Yxx"
"Ya"
Are you lil sis of XXX"
"Ya"
"Do you remember me?"
"No"
"Hmm... Never mind then.. Just asking"
GOD FUCKING SHIT!!!
The most embarrassing moment in ma life!
She must be thinking what am I and who the hell am I!!!
This strange guy.... =x=
ARGH!!!!
So we went off with those scene...
Damn!
We reach Kepong and watched movie with my pals and Sam's family~
And on that night~
Sam and Ray stayed over at ma place~
And this is how I end ma WORST Christmas ever in ma whole life!!!!
Sigh...
Can someone bring me alcohol right now?
The past two day?
Nothing specific event happen..
These days I'm quite addicted to Vocaloid singer Kagamine Twins's Story of Evil songs~
I always listen to it~ >_<
And I became quite evil because of it~ xD
Yesterday I experience something unusual ya~
I'm alone at home~
But I felt like someone keep on staring at me ya~
So scary.. >_<
Actually right now I still experiencing it..
Scary!!!!
Shivering too right now....
And these days I still keep on thinking bout you..
How are you now?
How's your life?
Are you happy with your life now?
Without me?
If we still in good condition I knew your answer will be "no"..
But now..
I believe your answer will be "ya"...
If things keep on like this..
I will be taking cigarette..
Those who reading this post..
Don't get shocked if next time you guys see me smoking..
Cause I'll be taking this method of shorten-your-life-spam to forget you..
And who knows maybe I'll be very evil..
Cause when I'm kind no one appreciate it..
Everyone take me as some bad ass!
So why do I have to give a shit bout it?
I'd learn some art of evil..
To survive in this cruel world of course...
So don't make me hate people..
The people I hate..
You'll know what'll happen to you in the future..
I swear that those who I hate won't have any happy life anymore!
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