Is hard to be strict toward others and an outing with SR

Sup people? Ryo is back again with some stuff to write.

It's been like half a month I guess since I stop writing.

A lot of things happen, a lot of misunderstand has been clear up, and I finally put down that feeling of mine toward her hmm...

Can't really remember any huge happening lately just that I know a lot of stuff is happening.

One of it is that is my first time being strict to my SR lately.

One of it I have no idea whether he has the heart to stay in this company or not, since I always ask him stuff he said he forgotten but after 2-3 chance I gave him told him to go back and do some revision but in the end he gave me shit!

One of it keep on forgetting about stuff. After giving him some lesson he could remember, then after some time I teach him other stuff and once he remember the stuff I teach him recently, he forgot about the stuff that I teach him last time. 

Some of them keep on taking leave or sick leave too frequent and I have no choice but start to set a lot of rules and punishment. Because among one of it actually manage to buy those sick certificate and take a fake sick leave. I heard from a lot of people around her but couldn't manage to find a solid prove to prove this is true.

I never been this strict to anyone and I guess this is my job as a guy who need to manage his underling properly I guess. Sometime to be honest is quite sad when I start to scold them. It's not like I'm saying it with loud voice but I'm actually ARE scolding them in a sense and when I did that they couldn't say anything and the face of them is obviously that they're afraid of me.

I guess this is my last resort because people always say, when they treat us good they couldn't appreciate but when we start to treat them bad they started to regret or sometime blame us. I guess this is how we manage other. There're no 100% perfect or good, in the end those who can withstand will stay and those who couldn't will leave.

As for two days ago which is my day off I actually went out with my SR. Two of the girls invited me to go out with them and I think I might be bored so I invited another boy with me. Went for some arcade session and movie session. What really caught my own surprise is that I actually watch horror movie. Those who know me knows that I WON'T watch horror. But this time is because the girls wanted to watch "IT" while the boys want to watch "Hitman Bodyguard". In the end I'm worry if I just leave the two girls alone so I have to join them with the other boy. But turn out in the end that the movie is not that scary. But this outing I tell them that they can't let others know because I'm afraid that if the others know they will start to think that I'm being unfair to the others if I didn't take them out next time. Is hard being a trainer who's trying to stay as neutral huh.

I guess this is it for this post. 

I couldn't think of anything else to write nor share.

Until next time then I guess.

Stay tune!!


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