It's exactly 10 days since my last post so what's up people?
Is Ryo is the house again here writing his good o days.
A lot of things and event happened these past few days.
First of all, is OPPO F5 Mobilization event yesterday! Had a great time yesterday, really had fun yesterday, but what I didn't expect is I actually fell sick yesterday and not even fully recovered yet now.. Felt so cold right now while I'm writing this post. But still even though is quite busy but I still had a lot of nice time yesterday night, drank quite a lot and now coughing non stop as if I almost cough out blood... One of the SE is resigning so almost as if the event is held for him to give him a farewell party. And what surprise me is I actually confess who I like to my friend inside the car after the event when driving back to Rawang and another friend through WeChat.. I'm so drunk yesterday..
Even though the girl, Ice didn't tell her anything but this topic suddenly pop out to them today, cause Ice told me that she told her that I might be chasing after her... Everything I did is too obvious.. And which is why she choose to ignore my text most of the time and sometime when I offer to buy some food to them she rejected my offer... So yeah.., Obviously she doesn't want to accept my good intention.. Cause as I said in the last post she like another guy which is the same team as me, a trainer.. Even though she doesn't has chance with the guy and neither do I have a chance with her... Even though I didn't confess anything but it turn out to be very awkward when I visit them this evening.. I actually don't know what to say to her and things turn out to be super awkward when Ice ask me why I didn't talk to her when I visit them..
But I actually felt a bit relieve and happy when Ice text me about when she know I'm chasing after her, cause in the text Ice actually feel sad for me when she say "which is why she doesn't reply to my text" and "which is why she doesn't want me to buy food for her" cause for these two phrase she put a sad and cry emoji to it. And which is why I felt happy that someone actually felt sad for my sake.
Yeah after 25 years of being single and still going on, and here I hope that I can get someone I like and experience some love live but well, I guess my time really hasn't come at all yet.. Even though I haven't confess my feeling yet but this feeling of mine will most probably sink down to the bottom of the sea again.. I should put some distance from her for the time being.. And if things got settle down I might try to confess to her and well... Get reject and got myself hurt again..
And it's November which mean my birthday is coming again! Yeah! But I'm kinda too old for this to be honest.. Last year I chose to hide my birthday in my Facebook for some childish reason to see who actually remember my birthday, but it turned out to be just my family member and some very close friend of mine..I'm still happy that time, and I'm really thankful to them.. This year I'll continue to hide and see how many wished I could get when the day come... But of course I hope I could get a good wish from the one I like now haha.. Childish me...
Okay then, I don't know when I'll be posting again but two more days I'll be visiting her again so I just hope things won't get awkward again like today.. Or I won't be able to see her ever again..
Well then, stay tune people!!
I hope that the world will be always in peace..
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