Live show of accident in front of me!

Yo folks!
Why so sudden update?
Cause something really bad happened in front of ma eyes this morning..
A very bad accident..
It goes like this..
I, as usual went out with da driver to Bangsar..
At the road wanted to go in LDP..
I saw a motorist fell down from his motor and then his leg got crash by a truck..
I shouted then da driver beside me see what's going on~
Dayum!
We went down da van and see whether we can help that poor fellow..
That motorist is a mid-age uncle..
I think around 5x...
Damn pity that uncle..
Though I can't help anything..
Da driver try to comfort the uncle then pull up his motor and put aside...
The uncle's leg had been crash badly..
All I saw is red blood and flesh...
First time seeing such thing in ma whole life..
Though last time I caught in an accident but still okay fer that~
But seriously, luckily that uncle's leg went in da truck..
If his body went in, I can't really imagine what will I see that time..
Maybe I'll vomit like hell that time~

Yesterday I went through some boring yet relaxing day off~
Cause I have no place to go~
So staying at home like good boy and just only went out with da God at his lunch break around 4~
Ate at Ipoh Chicken Rice Shop nearby Parkson~
But shit lah!
That place suck and not that tasty man!
Quite small fer a so-called 2 person set meal!
No more next time fer me dude~

Sat night..
As usual hanging out with hommies after da God finish his work~
Drink at Wai Sum..
But something unexpected happen that time..
I saw her brother at there too..
I think he saw me too but I din greet him..
Cause somehow..
I don't have the courage to greet..
What I really afraid is if she's there what should I do?
Till now I still don't have the courage to see her..
Come on Ryo!
What the hell are ya thinking till now!?
After sitting down I told both of them who I saw just now and just to check whether she's there or not I seek helped from da Bawse cause he's the only one that remember her face~
After sneaking like snake he came back from his mission~
Mission report : A girl next to her bro seems like her but not sure.
Then I try to went out and order ma dinner while peek at their table~
Luckily, she's not there~
The girl da Bawse saw is her bro's girlfriend~
I'm happy cause she's not there but still quite sad cause can't meet her..
I can't really know what's going on to me right now..
I mean come on, it's been almost half year and I still afraid of this?
What the fucking hell is wrong with me?
Fine!
Close this topic~~!!

So AFA is next week!!
Time fly fast yarh?
It's time to close ma story and played ma Luminous Arc in ma DS Emulator~
Don't blame me!
I'm too poor to get myself a DS kay!!!

Till then~

またね!

May peace fall upon the world~